Why I Am a Christian Why I Became A Christian The one reason I became a Christian is because I was taught to be one. Between being raised by Christian parents and being exposed to evangelical (Southern Baptist) sermons and Sunday School teachings, at an early age (6 or 7 years old) I understood the essential propositions of Christianity:
Upon affirming the truth of these propositions, I undertook (with coaching) the prescribed follow-up: "The Sinner's Prayer" (it's the thoughts and intent, not the words, that count):
At this point, by confessing my guilt before God and receiving the free gift of his substitutionary payment, I was a Christian. Heavenbound. Club member. (See 2021 update.) This was (mostly) fine from then until age 17. I was a good little club member, and went to club meetings (Sunday School and Church Services), paid my dues (tithe), and inconsistently followed the club rules ("dos and don'ts") like I was taught by my church and expected by my parents. There is a set of statistics collected by such organizations as Barna indicating that most young people who grew up in the church leave their childhood faith by the time they graduate from high school. I've observed this in my generation, and I certainly see this happening now with the "church kids" I hang around. I was at risk, too - I had no more reason to hold that my beliefs were actually true than a Muslim or a Mormon, and perhaps less than a competent Atheist. Therefore, I maintain that, rather than the common evangelical belief that a church background makes for stronger Christian convictions for youth, a "church kid" (like I was) has to work harder to hold onto his/her beliefs. I am convinced that the way evangelical churches are structured is fundamentally broken, and a Christian has to look outside the church for solid reasons to believe. Why I Am A Christian Now There are two reasons I remain a Christian: intellectual and personal experiences. I think I need to state that the "at-risk" condition described above was unknown to me at the time; I've only recently become aware of it. So the journey of finding better reasons to believe than religious conditioning is not something I consciously and intentionally took. The reasons were given to me, and I claim no credit or virtue! Intellectual Reasons Creationism I encountered Creationism right out of high school. When I came back to Tucson for university, I attended the college Sunday School class, led by a professor of Chemistry at UA who was also an ardent creationist. My dad was a scientist/engineer, and he apparently held to "theistic evolution" until after I started studying it. Furthermore, it is quite common in evangelical churches to emphasize evangelism and Bible study over science and philosophy. Therefore, like many young people, I had no confidence that the Bible spoke with authority about Origins. Fortunately, this is changing, and through the work of Institute for Creation Research and Answers in Genesis, I can confidently stand on positions like:
And many others. Therefore, I have good reason to believe that the Earth and Life were created, which supports a theistic religion like Christianity. Some other good creationism sites Apologetics "Apologetics" is, precisely, "reasons to believe." It really ought to be taught in youth Sunday Schools (yes, I try to), perhaps even before (as a foundation to) Bible studies. There are philosophical arguments for Theism, and my favorite book for that is Christian Apologetics by Normal Geisler. However, I have greater appreciation for reasons to believe that the Bible is historically accurate, as set forth by Evidence that Demands a Verdict by Josh McDowell. These reasons include:
There are other aspects to the defense of the Bible, such as answering the common and most serious charges by the skeptics that the Bible contains errors and inconsistencies. A good resource I have found for this is The Baker Encyclopedia of Christian Apologetics (now out of print, but available as a free PDF). I'm not a debater, and it isn't my job to go toe-to-toe with atheists and skeptics - there are others who are quicker in their thoughts and command of the material than I; we need those people, they serve an important role, but I'm not one of them. It is enough for me to have reasons to believe that Christianity is TRUE, and not be thrown into doubt by challenges. Here's a simple apologetic of my own. I'm sure it's not very deep, or original... but I like it! And here's another simple apologetic, more of an update or adaptation of the earlier one and more in line with conventional arguments. Some other good apologetics sites Personal Experiences A skeptic could challenge objective "proofs" or "facts" intellectually, but he could not deny personal experiences I've had, events in my life that indicate (to me) that something bigger than me, or mere Nature, is influencing my life. There have been numerous occasions when I "felt" God trying to talk to me, or when He guided me to circumstance-appropriate Bible passages. There were times when God helped me with tests in school, or projects at work. There were even a few times when my life was in danger, such as when my driving was particularly bad, or when I foolishly climbed too high on a steep mountain cliff, and all I could do is, well, "close my eyes and brace for impact", and somehow (miraculously!) came out untouched! But there are two (or three) particularly important experiences I've had that stand out above the rest. #1:
#2:
#3: I AM NEVER LONELY We hear from many authorities that one of the primary emotional problems of people in this generation, in the technological West - is loneliness. In spite of the cell phones and the chat rooms and MySpace, people feel lonely and disconnected from each other. As a computer/electronics geek, this is doubly true for me: I would much rather interact with a machine than with a living person - far less chance of being emotionally hurt. Yet in spite of my preferential isolation and introverted personality, I am never alone. I'm always aware of God's presence near me, much like someone is usually subconsciously aware that another person is in the room with them. I suppose a skeptic might suggest that I am in self-deception, like a child with an imaginary friend. If this phenomenon existed by itself, without objective "proof" supporting a personal Reality in the room with me, without other experiences I've had with that interacting Reality, then I suppose they might have a point. As it is, that personal Presence, who hears what I say (and think), who comforts me in tough times and receives my praises in good times, who even patiently watches while I do or say stupid, ugly things (and still forgives me), is very Real to me. And that's one of the most important reasons why I know Christianity is TRUE! Practical Implications to Christianity Christianity is not religious theory. There is an intellectual aspect to it, and an emotional/experiential aspect, as discussed above, but like any friendship, it requires effort to keep it fresh and active. These include:
Updates: 2021 1. This account of salvation accords with the concepts I had when I wrote this around 2009. It's not incorrect, but it reflects a typical Southern Baptist theology. Since then, I've been exposed to the thoughts, writings, and lectures of R.C. Sproul and others, including a stint at a start-up Reformed Baptist church. The Southern Baptist (recent, not historic) tradition, which was never actually identified or taught or acknowledged, is largely Arminianism, and when I started to explore Reformed theology and Calvinism, I believe I see better support in the Bible, less internally inconsistent, and expressing more honor and worship of God for His sovereignty. As a result, I would have to modify my earlier beliefs in that "the Sinner's Prayer" actually did little to nothing (it's certainly not scriptural), but God had already saved me by imparting grace to me, and the prayer was only a response to what He had already done. There could have been other, less programmatically religious responses. Furthermore, I can accept that this event of me being converted at a young age was ordained by God - I was already known and planned and chosen to be saved from the creation of the universe! There's a lot to be said in favor of Reformed Theology, and I guess I'm more or less a committed "Five Point Calvinist", and can sign up with something like The London Confession of 1689, which is quite compatible with the Southern Baptist "confession", Baptist Faith and Message 2000 - no surprise; while Arminianism might be the default for Southern Baptists, Calvinism was the historic stance, and there are plenty of Southern Baptist churches, pastors, and theologians (such as Al Mohler. Here's another very useful informational article about Baptists and Calvinism. I can line up with the Reformed soteriolgy (doctrine of salvation, the Five Points, etc.); the Reformed ecclesiology (doctrine of the Church, which is essentially a legislation of Christendom-style institutional church culture), not so much. |